sporadic thought bubbles

So it’s been a month since i last wrote here…and what a roller coaster ride it has been. found out my mom was sick, and she’s just had a very successful surgery. thanks so much to everyone who prayed and visited. =) there’s still a long way to go before we can breathe easy though…so please continue praying for her if it isn’t too much trouble. =)

am neck-deep in Med wards, and it’s whizzing by, actually. it’s half-fun and half-nerve-wracking. Been trying to study but it is once again becoming apparent that the gap between my "actual" knowledge and my "dream" knowledge is growing wider every day. Sometimes i feel like i am a catastrophe waiting to happen. but i hope against hope that everyone goes through this feeling of know-nothingness. that someday i just might be competent after all.

So good night everyone, it’s off to dreamless abbreviated sleep for me. Will be up at daybreak to do my best physician-impersonation once again. One day, when i’m licensed and people pay me to treat them, please do not use this post to blackmail me.