Archive for January, 2006

Just a thought

Sunday, January 22nd, 2006

A pretentiously profound thought that i entertained over drinks and conversation…

Love is nothing but a series of happy coincidences. (Yes, you can quote me on that, Monica…and add it to my 8-year old "Things change, people change, feelings change.")

It is our dogged pursuit of that one true thing that drives us to make connections between the most unrelated events, to see signs where others see blank walls, to read l-o-v-e into that which is familiar, comfortable, and merely satisfying. And it works, for a while, for as long as our happy minds are numbed into believing that it is real. The challenge begins when someone wakes up, smells the coffee, and realizes that love is only real for as long as we are dumb enough to believe. It is not a separate entity that we can depend on, hold fast within our hands or use to buffer our volatile souls. It is fiction, it is myth, it is the sum total of our childhood hopes and dreams that can only exist for as long as we can convince ourselves of its existence. It is the urban legend of emotions, and the saddest reality is that sometimes, someone debunks it.

Song in my head

Friday, January 13th, 2006

Noah You need a friend

I’ll be around

Don’t let this end

Before I see you again

What can I say to convince you

To change your mind of me?

I’m gonna love you more than anyone

I’m gonna hold you closer than before

And when I kiss your soul, your body’ll be free

I’ll be free for you anytime 

I’m gonna love you more than anyone.

Look in my eyes, what do you see?

Not just the color

Look inside of me

Tell me all you need and I will try

I will try.

I’m gonna love you more than anyone

I’m gonna hold you closer than before

And when I kiss your soul, your body’ll be free

I’ll be free for you anytime

I’m gonna love you more than anyone

Free for you, whenever you need

We’ll be free together, baby

Free together, baby

I’m gonna love you more than anyone

I’m gonna hold you closer than before

And when I kiss your soul, your body’ll be free

I’ll be free for you anytime

I’m gonna love you more than anyone

I’m gonna love you more than anyone.

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